urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:machinadebella you better ring la machina de bella megna 2007-05-09T23:29:26Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:machinadebella:27104 2007-05-09T23:29:26Z 2007-05-09T23:29:26Z i really don't think there is anyone left on my friends list to read this, but if there is..i am great...just so you know.<br /><br />the last time i said anything here, i wasn't.<br /><br />honestly though, i'm probably the happiest i've been in my entire life. and that's a weird thing, b/c it's hard to know if you're really happy if you never really have been.<br /><br />anyway, i have an AMAZING job that i honestly can't believe i have...it's really too good to be true. there are tons of perks, the benefits are great, i learn new things every day...and i'm really good at it. but, not only am i good at it, my hard work is very much appreciated and my bosses praise me and i'm getting a promotion soon. seriously...amazing. i could go on all day long, but that's just mean. <br /><br />but things are just really good and that's fucking amazing...i really don't have anything to complain about, and even if i did...i don't want to. complaining is bad and it makes me feel like i am unhappy even if i'm not...even if whatever it is that i have to complain about doesn't actually bother me...if i start talking about it, i start feeling negative. <br /><br />i've definitely learned that a positive approach will do wonders. no complaining, no shit talking, nothin...i'm done w/ that. maybe i'm growing up...maybe i'm just happier and therefore i'm no longer a brat...who knows?<br /><br />i'm excited for this summer. i have a bike that i ride to work and i'm getting a basket for it soon, which i'm way too excited about. i'm planning a vacation this summer...and i get summer fridays at work, which means i get 5 fridays off...free...A-MAZING. i'm also supposed to be taken to six flags for work...in a limo. seriously, this summer is going to be so rad. i can't wait to sit outside and drink beer and enjoy the city...i'm actually enjoying chicago for everything that it is for the first time since i got here. <br /><br />anyone on here that i haven't talked to recently...i hope all is well. we should talk and catch up and all that good stuff. <br /><br />&lt;3 megan urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:machinadebella:487 2005-02-24T19:47:59Z 2005-05-16T21:40:48Z friends only.<br /><br /><br />comment if you'd like to be added.